I can not deny the fact I have lost many months of training due to the long sleep. It will be hard for me to get back into the rhythm of things again. I awoke in N'Rolav again...I seem to always find myself there training and always falling asleep there. Now as the Lone Warrior I have to spend my time training even harder than before. Though honestly, the training I need to go through will not be easy or fun for me. Furthermore...I have to come to terms that many of the ones I once held in high regard probably do not have the same feelings I do for them. I am truly alone in my thoughts and besides myself in my feelings.
But alas a Warrior is never one to turn down a challenge no matter what, I must prove myself to be as strong as anyone.
Today training begins and when it does, I can not allow myself to fall behind again.
Saturday, October 5, 2019
Journal Entry: From the Darkness
Written in the Journal of the Warrior
The long sleep, a darkened void that consumes the many regardless if they are strong or weak. It comes like a Rouge in the night and enchants your soul faster than any spell that can be cast by any Enchanter. Once you are ensnared by it you will not find it easy to break free from its grasp. The dark shroud of the Goddess of the Long Sleep is a maiden of great bewitching beauty and who's voice can soothe the soul of the mightest of warriors.
I have felt her gaze upon me more times than I care to mention, she has laid waste to my strength and my resolve more times than I can count. In all my battles fought I never feared to be defeated...but to her, I feel that defeat would be absolute, though it seems when I believe that my resolve is finally broken by her grasp...I somehow return to the place where I laid down my head. Why does she play this cruel game with me...is it not enough to watch so many of my ilk fall to her but to torture me this way is a fate far worse than the Long Sleep.
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